Treat or trick!?! Happy Halloween People!!!

Just Friday, I had dinner with Fab's T05 classmates. We went to a Japanese restaurant at Paragon. I can say that I have eaten better Japanese food. After that we went to TCC, saw Jeannie! But think she dao Fab lah. Who cares about her anyway. Hehe.. I ordered Iced Rambutan, not bad.. After that all of us went home.

This is sucky! I had indigestion that night. I feel extremely full anf my stomach was bloated! When I got home, I feel even worst. I decided to ignore it and go to bed. But I kept waking up cause of my stomach. I finally decided to take action, I went to the kitchen to look for medicine. Suddenly I BTH, I ran to the toilet and puke!! Sigh.. I wasted Fab's money.. I puked my dinner! I felt better after that and my stomach was no longer bloated.

The next day, I had fever in the morning, my whole body aching. I slept the whole day, got up to feel better. But not long later during dinner time, I felt worst (felt like puking again). I ended up eating only a few mouthful of porridge. Yesterday I only had a slice of bread and a few mouths of porridge!

Today I felt better. I only had porridge for this morning.. Wah I think I can lose weight this way. Haha..

Sigh.. Last night, Fab got fever too. He felt worse today! His Dad is sending him to see the doctor now! Hope he feels better when he eat the medicine. Tomorrow's our attachment!!! Cannot fall sick ahh!!!

As I said it's attachment tomorrow! I need to learn about the macromedia products.. I was reading through them awhile ago. Wah! So many!! How to remember what is what! Last minute research! Whose fault? Keke..

Worry about tomorrow! Don't know how the people there are. What am I suppose to do? Sigh....

Hmm.. When shopping with Fab today.. Didn't get what I want but Fab bought lots of stuff. Hehe.. Shopped the whole afternoon.. Sigh I guess I really don't like shopping at all.. I always don't know what I want. Always see something I like.. Then see the price, see others first.. Then never buy anything le.. Keke..

Hmm.. Finally Exams are finished!! Done with school.. Now need to prepare for IAP!!

Guess what?! My attachment office is just 1 floor below YC office!! WTH.. This sux.. Maybe will get to see him during lunch time.. Keke...

Sigh.. Tomorrow is ERP exam.. 40%!! Worried!! External markers are hired this time.. Later fail how? What if he or she don't understand what I'm trying to say?! Shitty...

Wednesday DCI, Friday MEC, Sat MIS!! One week break, then IAP le!!! So fast! Hmm.. Must go find where Macromedia is first, don't want to be late for work.. Maybe need to get some presentable clothing for IAP. Though dress code is casual, but how casual is casual? T shirt and jeans? Don't think so..

Hmm.. Suddenly feel that death is so welcoming. What will happen when I just sleep and never wake up? Finally at peace? Sometime life just have no meaning in it, day in and out, everyday seem the same, I'm probably just existing, the way out is death I believe. Useless people in the world is just extras, when these people are removed, don't you think that the world is a brighter and better place to live in?

Have you ever wondered what makes a man not sticking to what he promise or said? I remember once a man told his good friend that no matter what he will help him cause they are good friends. Within a short period of them, he decided to change his mind. I really doubt about true friendship, is there such a thing as that? Once I thought I'd seen it but now I realise that it was just a farce.

Friends is just like acquaintances, they are not really here or there, a fine line separates the both of them, one might just cross over into the other. As you grow older friendship becomes such a shallow thing, it is visible once you did something wrong or becomes annoying and that person would just poof* disappear into thin air.

Move on, when a friend decide to take a turn, you should just let the relationship go and there would be someone there to become your friend for that period of time. No point getting to know a friend better cause he or she one day will just leave you for another one.

Sigh..

Dear Faizah,
Thank you for your message. Here are some personal info. for your ref. before you meet them:

1. Mr. Yew is a very kind man and very helpful but very very busy.
2. Most likely you & Si Ying will be seeing or working with Miss Audrey Too. She is also working very hard and she will not go home before 9pm Everyday!!! Very very hard working creature!
3. Mr. Titu, Software Engineer, a very kind & knowledgeable Guru and I hope Si Ying can learn something from him.
4. Another Engineer called Mr. Chack, also very knowledgeable and hardworking creature but always flying in and out of Singapore (as Mr. Titu). I always go out with them when I was attached to macromedia 2 years ago.
Please advise our student (Miss Wong Si Ying) must do well in her attachment with macromedia. She will be our first "test" case student attach to macromedia. Please convey my warmest regards to them. Thanks.

With very best regards,Bee Koon

Si Ying: Please keep up all your good work and must do well in macromedia. Best regards, B K Tan.

Test Case Student!!! Argh... Software Engineer?! Learn from him? Argh.... Scary!! Will not go home before 9pm!!!

Mr Yew Hwee Ng
Macromedia South Asia Pte LTd

Dear Mr Ng,

We are pleased to inform you that we will be sending 1 of our BIT student(s) to your company for the industrial attachment. Due to the Polytechnic's effort to shift the academic calendar, the coming IAP will be for 21 weeks. The attachment will start on Nov 1, 2004 and ends on March 25, 2005. The student(s) will receive $500 as monthly allowance. The particulars of our students are: .........

$500 only?? Some people got $750 but of course there are people who only going to receive $400. I was hoping $550 at least.. Nevermind lah..

I wonder what I will be doing there, hopefully nothing to do with programming, I sux at it. =P

Hmm.. Glad that I've got Macromedia as my IAP company!! It's around chinatown that area I suppose.. Can go visit Vincent Lam... LOL!!! Nah.. Spoil my day only.. Now I just worry what I go there do, how's my boss and how's my pay.. Hee.. Hopefully, it's not terrible..

Someone yesterday say work with us very stress.. Don't know why now here with us.. Then some more say can present first cause he got to go visit his grandma in the hospital and if i remember correctly.. Someone say he not presenting so why bother to stay might as well absent himself from the presentation.. =b