Wah.. Someone just asked me if he can woo me! Wahaha.. He can consider my junior somemore.. Haiyo.. However I rejected him le, but he like not si3 xin1 leh.. Wah.. I didn't know I so attractive, bhb right!? Hahaha...

This morning met a group of hongkies. They are a bunch of really cute and fun people to be around. I like them alot. The only problem is that I have to speak cantonese to them, which is very hard for me. I seldom speak so much of cantonese at one go. Not Bad huh?! But very hard lah, must think before you talk, very tired.. =P

Just now went to SAF Yacht Club. Had dinner with my family. Woah I didn't know I can eat spicey food. I got better at eating it now. Cause all the food we ordered were hot and spicey, which I usually wouldn't have ordered. We had seafood, the food there is delicious, except some very salty..

Sian.. Tomorrow New Years Eve but no date, haiz.. stay at home watch TV le..

He's back tomorrow, but who cares.. I only miss the chewing gum he's bringing back. Hehe..

There was once when I used my Mum's handphone to sms him, say about a few weeks ago. I ended the conversation but he smsed me twice after that. My mum saw the smses but she forgot to tell me about it. I only knew it today. Ahh.. She might know something le.. Sigh how? Damn nevermind my Mum, I was pleased with what he smsed though.. Hehe..

He would be back on Wednesday. I said I wouldn't miss him but... Sigh.. Nevermind! He said he wouldn't miss me either cause I call him not to. -_-" Anyway I hope he brings back some chewing gum especially the extra mint one.. Hehe.. I just saw him online but he dao me.. Haiz.. Heck care le!

Just came home from Thomson Plaza, nothing much to see either.. Most of the time I was in Popular, I saw a couple of books which I wanted to buy. But if you know what they were, you would think that I am childish. They are all children books, the Walt Disney ones( bedtime stories, Princess stories etc..) I really wanted to buy them but abit too ex lor and not very suitable for me lah.. Sigh! Do I sound like a little girl?

Last night's party was alright lah.. Got a candle, a calculator and a deck of LOTR polka cards. Good job! Junius finished my curry chicken! Hehehe..

Had an outing with my secondary school friends. Ate lunch, then went shopping, play pool, took neo prints etc.. After dinner, Jerome suggested that we watch a movie. Know what they want to watch? LOTR! Most of us watched before le and Eugene had watched it like 3 times le. Crazy lor. Nice to watch also not like this mah.. But I didn't watch it cause Lian and Gwen's leaving le.

Sian.. My Mum thinks that Joel zai4 zui1 wo3. Haha.. No way lor! We are only good friends.. =P

Sian. Got out of bed early just to go market buy the ingredients for the curry chicken. Later still gotta cook! Sigh.. Think not meeting Junius le. So early, later my curry chicken spoil how? The problem now is how do I get there?! Hrmm.. Which bus? or MRT? Sigh.. I'm a road idiot! I always get lost!! Sian.. Though I've been through the Navigator's course le but I still have no sense of direction. I always follow people, if anyone brings me the wrong way, that's it! Lolx..

OMG!!! How can this happened!!! Where did they go?? All gone! All gone!!!!!!!! Arghhhhhhhhhh.... Heartache ahh.... =( Sad ahh.. Damn!! Did I delete them without knowing? Shit!!! All my bao3 bei4!!! Arghhhhhhhhhhh.. Wanna cry ah!

Zirong damn blur, he meet me at bugis but he forgot about it. Hai4 wo wait for him then call him and guess where he is? At home! He forgot about it! At the end I've gotta meet him at RTC's bus stop to go to TPY.

Wah there's this guy from friendster who message me 3 times le. He said he's interested in me. ???? Huh? I don't even know him and I wonder how he got to know about me. How can he be interested in me when he don't know me at all? Just by seeing my profile and you can be interested in someone? Hrmm?? This kind of guy cannot be trusted! Haha!

My junior! Sigh.. He say I very nice to tease. One minute say I looked like a duck, the next say I batman... -_-" please lah! Don't understand them, don't respect elder! Hahaha..

I went out with Joel yesterday. He accompanied me to shop for a present. When I finally got a present, he suggested that we go catch a movie. However the seats were left with the lousy ones, so we went to ThaiExpress. We order a popiah and ice cream and sat there almost the whole afternoon chatting. After which he walked me to the MRT and I have to go to the bus stop myself as it’s raining heavily and I only had an umbrella which is very small. I think he really dislikes Orchard or something, this is the second time we met le and he always tries to avoid going to Orchard. Keke…

My Papa, Mama, Laogong and his future wife came to our house yesterday when I was out with Joel. They gave us the invitation card for the wedding and brought a box of cakes as well. My Mama wants me to take photos when they have the photograph sessions, but I don’t have any appropriate dress for the occasion. Sigh so how?! For starters, My Mama is my nanny, Papa’s my nanny’s husband, Laogong’s my nanny’s youngest son and I am one of the babies she used to baby sit. They are my second family!

Later meeting Zirong to discuss about the filing system, oh yah.. Gotta buy wrapping paper too.. Sian I lazy to wrap the present leh... =P Haiya! What food should I cook for tomorrow? Curry chicken ahh? From home to Jurong don't know if still nice to eat or not leh.. Fan2 ahh!!!

I went jogging this morning. It’s been a long time since I last jogged during EIC. Wah.. Know what? My stamina increased. Weird! It felt so good. The weather was fine, there were squirrels, tortoises, fish and lots of monkeys, nearly got attacked by 2 monkeys. Haha..

When I reached home, guess what? The gate’s locked. I didn’t bring my keys, money or handphone. And no one seems to be at home. Argh.. At the end, I went to a nearby playground. It’s where I always go after dinner when I was a kid. I haven’t been to the playground for a long time. There were some changes, the swings had changed and they had removed the seesaws. I really missed those times playing with the kids around the area. Even though we didn’t know each others names, it was really fun! I got there and sat on the swing, thinking and scolding myself for being so stupid! Sigh I didn’t know how long I sat there, because I forgot to wear my watch! Argh… Why so suey! It’s Christmas and I have nothing to do today and now what!? Sigh... Really very unlucky!! Then when I reached home, I realized my brother was at home all the while!! Argh!!! Suey ah!!

Sianz.. Got nothing to do today!!

My Laogong’s getting married next January! Congratulations!! Anyway I haven’t been addressing him as my Laogong since I was in secondary school. Very paiseh... Remember when I was a younger, I always chased after him calling ‘Laogong! Laogong!’ and he would be running away from me and he hates me at that time. Haha.. And now when I see him, I become shy around him.

I reached early as I wanted to go shop for a present for the OB party on Saturday. My friends last minute persuaded me to go, say they seldom see me lah etc etc… So no choice lor. When I reached there I saw Jocelyn so I went to her. Then Mr Lam suddenly appeared. He ordered me to do this, do that.. Sigh I was there for the YC party and ended up I’m helping to prepare for the party. Haiyo!! I haven’t even buy any thing! Sigh..

Let me briefly describe how the place looks like. There’s the stage, behind the stage was like 5 – 6 angels. Beside the stage was the mobile disco. On the left of the stage was the food, right side was the beverages and desserts. About 10 -15 tables were arranged around the fountain (fountain in the middle of the compound). Behind was a giant Christmas tree and several smaller ones. The whole place looks wonderful. The only sucky thing is that there isn’t many people at all. Looks a bit lonely. We had games and Samuel won the ‘Battle of the Sexes’. Know what’s the prize? Everyone who participated in any of the games gets a box of biscuits! Damn Cheapskate right? And the winner also gets the same thing. Haha! No one goes dancing at all, too little people le.

Jailani!! He really incorrigible! He gets very excited when I say ‘I hate you!’ Then he would be like ‘Yeah man!’ Idiot!! He keeps on baiting me, don’t understand him. Maybe we were enemies during our previous lives! Haha.. I pity his wife! Lolx!!

Sigh.. I never get to see any yandao, there were lots of chiobus! But I found someone who’s really cute! I finally know Ohayo’s name, it’s Takao Hara! Pei Jun’s gonna kill me, I’ve got his name card!! He’s the photographer, met him on 2 occasions. Melissa thinks he took a lot of my photos, during the E Congress and today. Hmm maybe he likes me. Haha BHB! Anyway, he is extremely cute! He gets shy easily and he blushed. Lolx..

We left at about 10pm, we never stay for the count down. Think it’s no big deal either, there are so little people.

Joel smsed me something really funny! His cousin saw us at Suntec City during November. Damn suey lah, it’s our first time meeting and his cousin saw us. Then his family was questioning him, thinking I was his girlfriend. But please lor, we are just good friends. He said lucky his parents weren’t in Singapore, but even if they are, so what? There’s nothing between us. Keke..

Lastly like to wish every Merry Christmas!!

Last night, that old man invited me to watch LOTR. I felt really extra, cause there's a huge group of people. However all the people there was very friendly! Donavan was there too. I got to see Gary's girlfriend le. She damn cute and fun.. After that had supper, then he send me home.

What to say? You!!! Idiot!! See my blog! Damn! If you see this!! GO TO HELL!!! Lolx.. What read this like a newspaper?!

I know le, I will forget about it lah.. Since you also treat me like Sharon and Xiaojia. Ok ok.. Don't worry too much..

Just now went back to school for meeting, I in charge of the arrangement of the work station and the meeting room for our club house!! Woah.. I'm gonna put hello kitty, winnie the pooh etc le.. Lolx.. JK!

Later going for the YC party, actually I suggested that we bring wine for Mr Lam but Mr Tang said don't bother, don't spoil him. Haha.. The party's until 2am but I think I going off earlier lah.. Yeah! See the party there got any yandaos! Haha..

Can’t thank Weishan enough... She’d made my day. I just got home from Bugis, open the letter box, and there it is. A Christmas card, she made it herself. Haha! Though it’s just a small card but it really brightens up my day. I was feeling rather down earlier today but now I feel better. Thank you Weishan! =)

I just heard the song ‘All I want for Christmas is you’ by Mariah Carey, that’s what I’m feeling now... Sigh!

Actually this year, Sandra asked me to go for caroling, but she forgot to sign up for it, so didn’t go liao... I really feel like trying that, I miss singing! Jonathan didn’t invite me to his church. Sigh didn’t get the chance to experience it. Lucky got YC party to go. If not I’ll really be daydreaming at home. Hmm I wonder if I’ll get any Christmas present this year? Guess not but I want Marry Poppin’s VDC or DVD!

Sigh! I knew it! He didn't like me at all.. =( Suan4 le lah.. I must have been some annoying girl to him, si3 chan2 zhe4 ta1.. Everytime sms him, msn him. Lalala... Really si1 lian4 le!! Better get myself busy! Don't think too much le.. Life still must go on, I'm a strong girl! I won't cry. Sigh.. Wish me all the best to get over him!

Went to Siloso Beach to swim, play Frisbee, beach volley, we even built sandcastle! Haha deprived from childhood. Paris was really excited when he sees the water, he jumped into the water and got a deep cut on his foot. I didn’t bring my first aid kit so we approached the life guard.

Hehe we buried Janice in the sand and threw her into the water because she lost when playing Frisbee. Then the others realized that I was rather dry and guess what? The guys chased after me, carried and threw me into the water! How could they? My shirt was soaked too. Before playing Frisbee I had a swim (or rather I soaked myself in the water), I took off my shirt at that time. Lucky I had an extra shirt, if not what am I suppose to wear home?

The weather really ridiculous! Was sunny, then cloudy, then rain a little and then sunny again. I wasn’t really tanned but I think I got a little sun burnt. The tip of my nose and my cheeks are both red!! Then the guys said I looked like Faye Wong and Sandra said I looked good. Duh~ One word, today was FUN!

I had to rush home today as it’s dong1 ji4. We just had steamboat and I drank some Vodka. Sigh now my face looks like a baboon’s butt, extremely red! According to the lunar calendar, I’m 20 years old le. Sigh!

I wanna watch LOTR tomorrow! Watching it alone again, I watch it alone last year cause Lian put my plane!! Haha!

Yeah! I’ve got something to do on Xmas Eve le. Since he wants to sleep that day, I agreed to go for the YC Xmas party. At least I wouldn’t be at home daydreaming. I’m not going to fan2 him le. Think he felt pressured by me, I’m gonna let nature takes its course. I should have done this long ago I guess. =)

Sian.. I tell you! I've been a maid for the past few weeks after the EIC. Help my Aunt to move her house, then clean her house. Went to YC and become maid also, cleaning, packing, unpacking and tidying stuff.. I'm an expert at it liao.. Anyone who wants a part time maid, FIND ME!!!! I'll charge you cheaper.. =P And to think of I didn't tidy up my room but I'm helping others clean up their house or office.. Sad right..

Today went to my Aunt's place to like accompany her when the contractors come to her house, at the end we have to clean her house. However my brother did most of the work as I wasn't feeling too well. Sigh.. I'm still sick.. Headache and felt like puking.. That bad.. Sianz..

Damn.. I think I fell too deep le. I only think of him all day and night.. For what? My brother said if a guy suddenly goes offline went you were chatting with him and when he's online he said he got DC. This means that the guy doesn't like you at all and he's avoiding you, trying all ways to get rid of you. Sigh.. So he's like that too? He doesn't like me at all? Am I wasting my feelings on him?

His nick today is confused. Why is he confused? I'm troubled.. Sigh..

'Even though you're so close to me, you're still so distant..' Got this line from Cloe's blog. Not bad huh?!

Sandra ask me to move on if he doesn't like me. Sigh.. Still thinking about it.. How am I suppose to know if he likes me or not? Ask him?? If he says no, meaning it's the end of our friendship, isn't it? I don't know!! =(

Just now he was online but I didn't go msg him. Everytime I'm the one who starts the conversation. I know wo3 zai4 zui1 ta1, but also not always I initiate mah.. I changed my nick to 'Yes, No, Maybe..', not long after that he changed his to something like 'trying to tell me something?' (I'm not too sure lah..) Hrrmmm?? But he changed the nick back le..

Last night, the girls were buying Xmas presents! I bought one but I'm still thinking if I should keep it for myself.. Hahah! Tonight maybe go shopping with the girls. Sigh.. Today last day here, I'll miss the girls here.. All of them are so nice, I especially like talking with them. They are fun to be with! Yeah!

Yesterday, I asked Joel to watch LOTR with me on Tuesday, he was fine with it but he only book out on weekends I think, I changed my mind. Haha! Too expensive le, I no $$. Think he's a little disappointed, nevermind I'll ask him out for dinner then.. =)

Yeah!! Got nothing to do now.. Actually Mr Lam is extremely cute lah! He ask Cloe to "jump there!" Haha.. Jump where?! -_-"

Had lunch at Hans without Mr Lam. Melissa asked him out for lunch today and he said he CMI, in the office etc.. I knew it! I told her le but she still bu4 si3 xin1 go call him.. Haha..

I bought a digicam from Mr Lam! Yeah finally got a digicam!!! Whoopie! A pretty good one.. Cheap! It's second hand lah but a good camera. He sold it to me at $100. Cheap? =)

Today Melissa and I cleaned and packed the 2nd floor. Finally finished le, now Mr Lam is giving us a break! Phew.. Finally.

Melissa told me what Gary told her, wah it makes me so happy.. Hope he's saying the truth. Lolx.. Melissa cannot stand me le, all I talk about today is that. Kekeke.. =)

Recently there's this guy whom I knew from camp. He kept on sms me forward msg, not bad lah, some of which I really like. We kept leaving msg for each other at friendster, maybe next time we could go play basketball together with the camp crews. But don't mistaken, I think he got a girlfriend le.

Really, Joel ahh, he always report to me what he's doing the whole day, until I abit annoyed with it. Nowadays when he smsed me, I usually just ignore him. I feel a little bad about it, but for those who don't know, people will think that he's my boyfriend ahh.. I do like him as a friend as we have so much in common to talk about. Maybe he's just bored at NS, no one to sms so he sms me. Hehe.. ;)

Today all I did was unpacking ang packing things up.. Hehe.. Abit boliao lah.. Mr Lam brought us out to Maxwell Market(I think) to have lunch. Melissa and I left at 7:30pm, know why? We were chit chatting with Mr Lam the whole night.. So far I fine him ok lah.. Maybe I still haven't seen his "serious" side (that's what he says..) Thought can see Adam Khoo today, but he last minute change his mind and said he's coming this thursday.

Was chit chatting with Melissa on the way home, I told her how I thought of Gary. Did I ever said that I really am afraid of Gary? I find him intimidating.. Hehe.. Melissa was saying he's a understanding person and a good boyfriend. But I don't know lah, I don't really know him at all. Hehe.. Gary said that we could meet up for a meal when we are FREE.. Problem is that they are hardly free lor.. Haha.. She said we could meet up on New Year's eve, then I remind her about his girlfriend and she said he could bring her along.. Haha.. As if lor, for what?

He damn funny leh, last night asked me why I left so early on Sunday. I told him I wasn't feeling too well, which is the truth. But other than that, I don't think I should stay later lor.. What am I suppose to do? Help clean up? Or see them pack le go back to their office and then say goodbye? And I was really hungry at that time so Jonathan ask me to have dinner together at AMK, Mos Burger. Hee..

I wanted to watch LOTR and guess what Melissa said? She ask me to ask him to watch, maybe he very le4 yi4 to watch with me.. ........ Adam Khoo booked the whole theater for them le lor.. And as if he wants to, who am I to him lor.. =p He never write testimonial for me.. =( Maybe I'm nothing to him lah, so he never write one. Sigh..

Sian tomorrow must continue with the unpacking of the VCD, DVD, slides and Video tapes again..

Looking forward to next monday!! Got Xtro Outing!!! Go Sentosa!! I've got another outing this Friday, picnic at Sentosa.. Another one.. Hehe.. But got attachment till Friday.. I also don't feel like going cause Goke Chor also going.. Hehe..

Sigh.. X'mas no confirm plans yet.. Damn sian.. Jonathan don't know will ask me to go to his church or not. Maybe Mr Tang will.. I don't know.. Just wanna experience how do church do X'mas. He said he wanna sleep that day.. Sigh.. So means that cannot ask him out le. =P

Yesterday when to Adam Khoo's seminar. Got a VIP seat but really boring cause I've been through the same thing for 3 times already. Sigh.. Was there to see the karate thingy actually.. It took me like 8 times to break the board! My hand still aching until now.. Ah.. The whole day I was with Jonathan. After the seminar we went to have dinner together. Slept straight away cause I wasn't feeling too well, a little sick actually.. Sigh..

Yesterday I like never really talk to him at all. He came to me a few times but we only exchanged a word or two then he went off le or we just looked at each other with that wierd look.. Haha.. It feels as if I dao him. Anyway.. He really really popular among the girls.. Sigh.. Maybe he didn't like me at all, you know only as a friend. I don't know. The truth is that I don't really know him at all, so maybe we are meant to be friends. Damn I think I falling too hard le.. Gonna get hurt if there isn't anything between us.. =(

Today have attachment to YC, So far so good. Come here to count money, clean table, buy lunch, unpack boxes and now slacking.. Ok right?! Best thing is I got to know a few people. There's Serene, Jocelyn, Cloe and Vivien. All very nice and pretty girls! Hehe..

Later got web enrolment for IS modules.. Should I take Spanish or German? or other modules? Sian.. Still cannot decide yet.

Just now went to post Xmas cards to my friends and instructors in Australia. Damn blur.. The stamp cost $0.50 but I got those $0.70 ones.. Hahaha... Waste money.. Don't know if they will receive it before Xmas leh.. Weishan said even if it was a belated one, we still are sincere lor.. Heee...

Next week attachment le.. Got mixed feeling.. Partly I looking forward to it, then partly I dreading it. Sigh.. Why? Cause I'll be working at the new office and I know what to expect for the attachment.. I'll just need to type and nod all the way can le.. Lolx...

Think he was right about my senior. Better not go into it.. Scary lor..

Sian.. Think he's avoiding me or something.. I message him a few times le but he always never reply me one.. Either the connection got problem or he dao me or he busy.. Sigh.. Of course I wish that the connection got problem or he is busy.. Maybe he really dislike me lor.. Haiya!! I really feel very affected by what he said that time leh.. Sigh.. Shitty lor.. =P Why do I like him?! Why????

Finally end the camp le.. We've got lots of feedbacks on the camp. A lot of room for improvement.. Regarding time management, communication breakdown etc etc.. Sigh.. The camp to me is extremely slack! I think I paid $15 to see people have fun. No yandaos somemore.. Sian all girls lor.. Haha.. And the food definitely sux!!

Hehe.. Apache remembered me by "The medic with the cap!". Hahaha... Cute right, at least people remember me. I thought I was an invisible camp crew. No one will ever remember me.. Lolx..

Had lunch with the OB camp crew. Wah I didn't realise that I was the oldest among them. Old lady.. Hehe.. I thought that Simon was older than me but he is actually younger. Wah.. He look abit old lor.. They said that I had a common look. Sad ahh.. Cause they say I looked like a lot of people.. Someone call Jane or something.. People said that I looked like Devi, Si Ying and now this Jane? Who is she?

As I was always MIA in OB so most of them don't remember seeing me. Until I said I always appear for training when training is nearly finish, wearing my wushu attire then did they remember seeing me. Sigh.. I'm so invisible ahh ahh.. Common look, then cannot remember my face..

Just now heavy rain again! I didn't bring my umbrella as my bag is too heavy. A very nice lady offered to share her umbrella with me. Isn't she sweet? =) I chatted with her as we walked. Half way she left and I was to walk under the rain. My bag was wet by the time I reached home. Now I kinda feel a little sick, maybe due to the rain. I realised that I have recieved lots of bruises from the camp. Mostly when helping Sandra to crawl under the fence, so she could come into school without walking all the way to the front gate. Lolx.. Other bruises I have no idea how I recieved them.. =P

Just now went for meeting at innohub. Was really happy when Zirong and Yen Chern told me that I did a good job writing minutes. Hehe.. I think I get contented too easily le. Haha..

Heavy rain! I was a little wet as my windbreaker wasn't exactly waterproof. Lolx.. Wah.. Damn sian.. Now eating snake cause of the weather.. It's raining now! First aiders have nothing to do lor.. Now lazing around at KTV lounge. Hehe..

Know what?! Today's lunch was contaminated!! There were cockroaches and worms in the food. I didn't know it.. I ate half way then people told me about it. But by then I also heck care so I finished the food, However now I'm still fine lor.. Don't know if true or not.. =p

Later got BBQ! But with this kind of weather I also not sure if there would be any changes or not? Tomorrow camp ending le.. I think I can go help out at the fund raising for YC.. Anyway I have to go le.. My friends need the notebook.. Hee.. Bye!

Haiya!! Just took a bath, now the camp crews are all playing UNO.. Sian le.. Later got debrief ahh.. I really hate it.. See no purpose in it..

Tomorrow got YEN meeting at 9am.. Ah hah! Gonna have bbq tomorrow night! Yeah!!!

Actually, I blog now for fun only.. Cause very sian now.. No one to talk to.. Sigh

Sigh.. I'm now in camp.. It's raining now.. so I had nothing to do right now.. Cause the activities have been changed.. Now in KTV lounge, using Rico's notebook.. Feeling really sticky and smelly. Want a bath!

Yesterday the connection in NP sux.. Can't even get connected online.. I wanted the change the nick of my MSN cause a little too fake le.. Cause I can't detach my feelings at all.. Sigh.. Still thinking of... Sianz..

Yesterday during the low elements activity at Camp David, Melissa smsed me what she told him. Damn! I asked him not to go to my blog le.. But he still went to see it. Now he thinks that I'm really giving him up. Actually I only said that to console myself lor.. Sigh.. CMI leh.. Anyway she thinks that he likes me. When she said,"He really like you, but he said whats the point, he going NS le" I was actually so happy thinking that he said he like me but he didn't say it, only Melissa thought so. Then he going NS, so what lor.. Is that an obstacle? Anyway I still don't know what he thinks of me. Just a normal friend? Lucky he cannot see my pass blog entries.. Too many embarrassing things le.. Haha!

Yesterday talked to Melissa on the phone for a long time, then my friend Sandra said that maybe he likes me but he doesn't know me that well, so he dare not make anymove. I don't know..

Damn that Clement!! Keep on peeking at what I' typing.. Idiot!

Hrmm.. Later go canoe polo! Doing first aid again, cannot play with them. Damn sian lor.. Later I fall asleep again. I hate debrief session.. Takes away some of my resting time. Keke... I think I become panda le.. Luckily, yesterday and today the sun not that bright and sunny. I not tanned at all, I also used a cap so Haha.. But I hate the weather! It's damn humid.. Sticky!!

Sigh.. Later got to go back to NP at 8pm and stay over for tomorrow's camp. I'm really getting very nervous.. Anxious.. Hope for the best! I'm really very depressing right? I find myself not confident in the things I do.. Why? I use to be so sure of myself.. Where did all the confidence go?! I have to get them back!

Yesterday I chatted with him online.. I think I've scare him away le.. I not in the mood to chat with him so I any how reply.. All gibberish!!! Damn.. Nvm lah.. I think I should just give up lor.. I think Xiaojia likes him and Sharon confirm likes him alot.. And maybe he likes them too.. I'm sure there are many other girls out there who have crushes on him. I don't think I can compete with them.. Sigh..

Anyway who needs a guy to survive? I've been single for more then 1 year and I'm fine.. Just that I would miss the feeling of looking forward to have someone sms you or call you.. I'll do fine! No worries! =) I guess my Mr Right just haven't appear yet.

Argh.. I'm mad!! How in the world is there such an inconsiderate person?! He knew that I like him and yet he said that I'm fat and big size?!!!! Wah.. He wanna discourage me say so lor.. No need to say that right? Damn! Old man..

Sigh.. He very unpredictable one.. I've seen his serious side, his playful side. I think I better give up le.. Lots of girls like him lor.. And I think he treats them better than he treats me lor.. I damn jealous le lah.. Sian..

I went down to his office today without Melissa. Cause actually go down yesterday with Melissa to give him the CDR but Melissa forgot to bring the CDR, so we didn't go. She said we can go when we have our attachment at YEC but I think it would be too long, cause he ask me like weeks ago. Abit bu4 hao3 yi4 si4 lor. This is why I went there alone. Lost my way! Haha had to ask around and lots of people didn't know where Keppel Tower is. He brought me into the workshop. He introduced me as his wife when some kids ask who I was. Haha! Gary was the trainer. Donavan was there too, he's one of the coaches. It's a small world. He tought that Max is my boyfriend. Lolx.. If so good le.. Chat with him a little about exams and then he had to continue his work. About 1 hour later, I left. I was asking the Old man the way to go to the MRT. He point here, point there, also don't know where he pointing. When I said that I'm leaving, he ask me to wait and he walked me there.

I'm really confused. What does he think of me? So I guess this would be the last time I'm going to see him lor. Cause no more reasons to go find him le.. Unless he ask me out, you would say why don't I ask him out but I kind of think a guy should be more initiative than a girl. Well guess this is the end of my crush.. Sigh.. Going to si1 lian4 le.. Sigh..... =(

Argh.. Tomorrow's Xtroventure Camp!! I haven't prepare the stuff that we are suppose to teach! Damn.. I'm soo nervous now.. How? I have fear of speaking in front of a group of people. I still haven't overcome it yet. What's more now I am to teach them first aid. Argh...... Scary!!!

WHOOPIEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! I've got an AD!!!! I never expected to get it, I thought of only getting a B+, but I've got an AD!!! Distinction!!!!!!!

Overall I did not bad lah.. Except that I've got a C+, that's bad.. I can't go U le.. I've got more then 3 Cs from all my results.. Sian.. Wanna cry le.. sob sob....

Yea! The E Congress is finally over.. Woah.. Finally can stop wearing the setupid blazer and those shoes! Wah.. Feet damn aching lor.. Rotting le.. Sigh..

During the congress I get to meet lots of very successful entrepreneurs like Robert Chua, Douglas Foo, Diana Young etc and foreign delegates from Taiwan, Indonesia, Malaysia, USA etc, get to network with them.. It's really fruitful! We meet all sorts of people.. And it was fun to know them! We had a farewell dinner just now. We ate at Fisherman Village and there were performances by the delegates. Really fun and exciting. There was this Taiwanese guy who said that there are pretty ladies everywhere in Singapore. Haha! Really sad that they will be leaving soon. Some today, some tomorrow and some on Friday. Mr Tang becomes my Godfather!! I have 2 Godfathers le!! lolx..

Wah that Jailani really gibberish le!! He now teasing me and that Chua, say we together etc etc etc.. Duh~ He really incorrigible man! His head only contains rubbish! lolx!! Next time his daughter will qi4 si2 ta1.. We'll wait and see! Kekeke..

Argh.. Results out now or later! Sian.. Scary!!! =X