Oh great! Study break's over! Common Test Week!!! Argh...

Actually nothing much to blog about lah.. Been slacking for the past few days. Sigh..

Oh well.. Yesterday was at SLS from 1 to 6pm. Haha.. An irritating incident, I bought a USB cable for $5 when later I saw one shop selling it for $2!! Earlier there's a shop that sold the cable for like $12. Kao! How come the cable's price not consistent one... Isn’t there a cartel or something? Those who bought the cable at $12 confirm feel very cheated.

Met up with Joel later that day, went for dinner at Swenson and went home after that. Joel is a little different from the guys I know. Usually guys if they going home right, they would either send the girl to the bus stop or send her home. (Usually! Not every time) However every time after meeting him, he usually goes his way and I mine. Only once he sent me home, that is because he wanted to take a cab home and it is on the way. Usually he would take the MRT and I would take a bus. Well maybe I'm being too sensitive, I don’t know.

Wah Fab wrote a super duper long testimonial for me! The longest I've had! I thought James' one is the longest le but he beat him hands down. Then I paiseh, I wrote one almost equally long for him. Haha... It took me quite a while to write one. After writing, I saw his other testimonials and I realize that there is some stuff that I left out. =P

Finally saw Devi online le! Chatted with her and she told me about the pointless crush she had. Haha.. Well It's funny, as I had a crush on the same person too. However, mine only lasted like 3 days. Cause found out that he isn't my cup of coffee. I don't like guys who club. Stereotyping maybe, but I think people who club is associated with drinking and smoking. Lolx.. I know this isn't true for all but I just felt this way. Haha there is something really interesting, I'm attracted to virgos. PS's a virgo, Sabe's a virgo and He's also virgo. Argh.. What's the matter with me?! Virgo and Aries CMI!!! Must get that drill into my head. Lolx..

Yesterday, Matthew suddenly smsed me to chat. Funny! I don't know him that well at all. During CNY, he smsed me a greeting and I was already a little shock that he did it. All the while I've known him, he had never sms me before. And yesterday he smsed me, I felt surprised. He was complaining to me that he's bored with revision. I was like huh? Is he smsing the correct person? Lolx.. Anyway he said he's interested in joining YEN and ask where do he pay for the membership.

Damn Fabian.. I slept very early last night cause I'm really sleepy. Then I forgot to switch off my hp and he called me! Kao.. Woke me up! Then he ask if I want to go to Jeremy's bday today. I'm not even close to him enough to go lor. Haiyo.. After the call, I can't get back to sleep. Idiot!! It took me awhile to fall asleep.

Bored to death.. Went out of the house late thinking I would be late for the project meeting and who knows I early! Waited for the rest to arrive and Lian and Alex came then left to print the assignment for Java. Not long later Zhihao arrived. He had his breakfast and the two is not back yet! They were there for about 1/2 hour le, don't know what they are up to. Fanny still isn't here. Sian.. Waste my time to come to school, next time should just be the latest. I hate to wait for people! I'm an impatient person. Time is money and I could have done so many things while waiting for them. =( Damn sian now.. stoning away.. Me and Zhihao. Worse is that the both of us aren't talking at all.. Really gotta break the ice.. So awkward.

Saw Wati the other day after AGM, we took the same bus. She was with her bf. Anyway she told me that PS had quited his studies at Bishan ITE! Whatsup with him! Always do things do 1/2 way.. He really incorrigible! When playing Basketball he have the never say die attitude but when comes to studies, it just disappear.. Sigh..

Shit all Virgos! Why am I always attracted to virgos? =(

Had a camp during the weekend. Actually its kinda fun lah.. Get to know people better. Keying in the CCA point.. Dying le 200+ entries.. Still haven't finish yet and that idiot notebook.. Disconnect once, make me rekey in. Then now! cannot get into NPal at all.. What the heck!! Actually going out with Joel because of this not going le. Sigh..

He going NS next week, sigh.. He seem busy so only chatted for a while.. Hehe.. He say my picture nice. =)

Met Devi just now after school with Emily, Eugene and Lian. She came back to SG yesterday and will be leaving on Monday. Had Dinner at Pasta Mania. Then we headed to Esplanade as she have not been there before. We went to a cafe near Centro, ordered drinks and a cake and played Dai dee. We stayed till the cafe closed before we left. Woah.. It's really nice chit chatting about life and gossiping. Lolx..

Sigh.. AGM.. Don't feel like going. Bonding Camp.. Same thing.. Shit man.. So demoralised..

Argh.. Just finished a test today! Lalala... Another one at on thursday. AGM this Friday! Sigh.. Don't know why but I feel like running away! Feel like going to a farm and rear pigs, chickens etc.. Argh.. I'm crazy!!

Oh man.. I still find him looking cute, he's got a new hair style. Idiot me.. Now still go see his friendster.. Sigh.. I'm on a look out for new target!!! Ah hah!!! Need to divert my attention le!! Keep on thinking about him for what? No point.

Ouch!! My feet cramp! Kao.. Lucky my Dad was nearby, he helped my lesson the pain. Ah~

Sigh tomorrow's the creativity's presentation and oral test. Argh... Nervous...

Sianz..

Fabian was my date for Valentines, cause a lot of his friends put his plane.. Haha.. Actually wanted to go watch MTV Awards, however, the weather too warm, sun too bright, no place sell water and there's too many people so we left to get drinks. It's hard to get the tickets as people need to participate in some games to win them. Finally when we were on the bus, we saw them giving out the tickets!!! Argh!!! Too bad...

After that, we went to Suntec City and we thought of having dinner then catch a movie or something. We couldn't find any restaurants which weren't full. We walked to Millennium Walk, same thing.. And we finally decided to go Yoshinoya to eat. Then outside Eng Wah, couldn't find any movie which timing is just nice. All quite late. So we went to jalan jalan and he send me home after that.

Wah I realized Singapore really too small le. I saw lots of students from NP outside the indoor stadium. I also saw Serene Woon, Veron, Ian, Jian Hong, Laffone, Shah, Anita and those from Adventure seekers. Wah.. Later they think me and Fab together. Lolx..

When I got home, I talked to my Mum about Max. Wah think my mother really okie with me talking about guys with her. =) I shouldn't have done it, I'm thinking about him again. Shit! My mother was saying that he is stupid for rejecting me. Haha.. Anyway I still want to know if he ever likes me before. Well.. I really think that it's because he's going NS so he rejected me. He is the first guy I'd so openly express my feelings towards to. I know it's over le but I can't totally forget about him. I thought I've gotten over him but I hadn't. Shit!! Smsed him Happy Valentines Day and he never reply or anything. =( Sigh.. I don't know what to say le.

Hrmm... Did you notice that I've change my Friendster picture and my MSN's? I just changed it like yesterday and straight away a guy message me and wanna make friends with me. He said that I looked stunning! Lolx.. Wahahah.. My xin1 very xuang3 now. Kekeke.. It's the photos I took when I was on the blind date. What do you think? Not bad right? ;)

Woah.. Been falling asleep every now and then when doing my NSA research. Now I'm finally awake enough to come blog. Sigh feeling extremely sleepy nowadays, not enough sleep at all.

Mr Tang said he would request that I go IE Office for my IAP. Well I'm fine with it lah, but if I can get companies like HP etc, I would of course prefer that. However, it's ok as I still can see my friends for lunch if I'm attached to IE. Hehe..

Wow.. I'm fully awake now.. Sian.. What the heck?! Why must I learn about networking, securities etc? I sux big time at it. All the jargons, greek to me. Argh...

Hehe.. Today, Celeste showed me some of the photos we took when she brought me on a blind date. She had me doll up then. Well.. I think I look quite nice. Hehe.. Very feminine? Hrmm.. Nice.. Kekeke.. Actually she wanted to send me the pics but my computer too slow le. She even wanted to send me Daniel's photos. But I think that time was only infatuation. Who won't? A handsome and cute guy who drives lexus. Everyone would xin1 dong4 lor.. But not my type, I don't like guys who spend their parents money (car?) even before they start earning.. Abit mei2 chu1 xi4. Lolx.. Anyway he too old le, 5 years older than me and I find him a little short of guys as he is the same height as me.

OMG!!!! I'm selected!!! I'm selected for the IAP!!! Whoopie.... Woah!!!! I'm estatic!!! Excited!!! OMG... Can't calm down at all!!! Arghhhhhhhhhhh....... Oh man, won't be able to sleep tonight!!!

He dao me when I told him I got selected. Maybe he's busy I don't know. He's going NS next month le. Sigh.. It's really over le..

I told Mel that day saying I think he blocked me, and she went to ask him. He said he didn't. He said we online different time. Oh well.. Who cares.. AKLTG might be holding their EYL in NP, Convention Centre in August. I'm not too sure lah. Anyway I won't be going also, went before the other time at Expo le, should be the same things again. He might not be there too, maybe go NS le. Sigh.. He just onlined..

Oh man.. Common Tests!!!! Next Monday have Spanish oral test, ITP test and Creativity presentation. OMG.... Sigh.. Brain cells dead!!!

Sigh.. Valentine's nearing... Lucky got plans for that day, if not stay at home watch All In also not too bad.. Sigh.. Mel asked me to say Hi to him. Should I or should I not. Friends mah.. Argh...... Still don't dare ahh.. Stupid! Over le still hesitate for what?! Shit!!!

Today went to school in the morning to discuss about project. After which I have to leave early cause of the fine dining. Argh.. Think I shouldn't have worn what I wore.. Anyway overall the training's good, but I wouldn't like to be that restricted when it comes to eating. I don't have chi1 xiang4. After the training, we were busy collecting money and asking the participants to fill up the feedback forms and application forms. Woah.. Very troublesome and chaotic!

After we settled everything, I went out with Fabian and Jeremy. We went to The Stanford, City Space and had a drink. Wah.. I'm really very sua ku lor, go there like someone from the countryside. Haha.. The scenery extremely nice, can see like the whole Singapore?! I had some vodka drink, Jeremy Champaign and Fab white wine. Jeremy and I had red faces after drinking. Haha.. Think all of us felt the heat in our faces and my hands felt extremely cold. Saw Lanpei on the bus, she's working at an ice cream parlor at paragon. Chat about SAT and stuff.

Think that he had blocked me. Cause nowadays I never see him online, even if I did, he was offline the next minute. And Fab told me that he sees him online every night. WTH!! Nowadays I don't feel that kind of feelings towards him le, but every now and then I would think of him and just smile at the memory. Lolx.. =p I've move on le as what I'd swear the other time. Waiting to see who's a better and bigger catch. Haha!!! JK.. Think I don't have the time and energy for such stuff liao. Getting myself really busy, am hardly at home, see my friends more than my family.

Yesterday was the starting of open house, really excited though I wasn’t involved. Damn happening! I just love seeing the school full of secondary school students etc. I had a 4 hour break so went to KAP for lunch. Then I had to rush to the Atrium to help out at my Wushu booth. When I got there, Magnum Force was performing. Hate to say it but they are really incredible, especially my primary school friend, Xiwen. She really mesmerized everyone, pretty, great figure and a cheer leader.

Before and after I went to help tend the booth, there wasn’t anyone whom signs up for the CCA, but when I was there, I’ve got 2 people to sign up! Haha what I’m saying is that I’m there so people sign up! Lolx. BHB right... I was actually quite bored tending to the booth as I was alone, then Jia Ai brought her group of friends from TKD and they played and messed up with our weapons! Lolx!

Will be meeting Joel for dinner tonight. Tomorrow’s fine dining! Argh… Hope the course is interesting and the food is good.

Today when I read the newspaper, I saw AKLTG's advertisement regarding NLP.. Well I'd been through like 3 times Adam Khoo's talk about advertisements and his headings and stuff like that. But honestly, I don't feel attracted to read it at all.. The fonts damn small, extremely wordy, and erm.. I think that the position of the advertisement really.. Unnoticable! Think there's something wrong with the person placing the advertisements.. Lolx..

Ohh.. Did I mention that I got the video of the EIC2003 burn into a CDR? While Mr Tang gave it to me. I really like it alot! It's really nice though I'm not featured at all. Haha! For what, when I do nothing during the camp at all? Duh~

Sigh! I got another position in the committee, this time it's for Wushu!!! Treasurer! Lalalala... I didn't want the position, didn't think I can manage and I thought that a person can only hold one position for their CCAs. Anyway I'm sort of being force to take it up. Haiz.. I did badly for my accounting and now they want me to be in charge of the money?! What is this?! Luckily not secretary.. Phew..

Hrmm.. Fine dining this saturday. Attire formal! Argh.. I'm sick of formal! I felt that recently I've been wearing formal.. Shit Should get myself a pair of court shoes.. My Mum's one really hurting my feet!

Time really flies! Don't you think so? I felt like I just finish the EIC2003 and now reaching mid semester le.. Study break coming soon, meaning common tests coming le. Then a few weeks after common test and another study break then examinations!!! Wah... Then end of another semester le, year 3 here I come!! I'm getting a little afraid of my future now. I'm sick of thinking which is the route that I really want! Didn't everyone said that we need to plan ahead and follow our plans but I can't decide what I want at all.. Indecisive! I doubt my future. I've always wanted to be a teacher, but I still can't speak up in front of a group of people! Dumb girl! Do everyone have these uncertainties too or it's only me?!

Sigh.. Valentine's around the corner and the word 'love' is everywhere! Yuck! I had never really celebrated Valentine's, gotten no flowers from guys before, no dates. Valentine really isn't a day for me. =( Well.. Guess I'm going to spend that day alone again as usual.. Sigh 2 more weeks!!

Sorry but this Valentine thingy really turning me off! Sigh.. It's only a day for couple's to spend money, have dinner, give presents and stuff likeday.. Can't they do it any other day? Why must we dedicate one day to it? Sigh.. Waste of money and energy to think of what you're going to do... Pure jealousy you might say.. But I guess you're right about it. Haha.. =P